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BPO Rainbow Bridge Forum => Remembering those no longer with us. => : moonlitcroatia October 23, 2006, 05:17:51 PM

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: moonlitcroatia October 23, 2006, 05:17:51 PM
My baby girl had a horrible time the last two days. I wish I had taken her to Pet Emergency on Saturday when she was first telling me she was ready. But I waited, because I was insecure about taking her for a car ride and having her on an exam table when she went to sleep. She couldn't sleep at all on Sunday night and this morning she had some sort of spell and wasn't the same after that. She could still hear me and responded, but some neurological failure happened and she could no longer hold her eyes steady. I knew she was dying.

Greta's vet came to her home tonight around 7 pm and she was put to sleep.

No matter how I feel later, I'm telling you right now that I feel so terrible there is nothing I can say or do. I don't know how I will feel tomorrow. I think I will be bursting into tears all the time, uncontrollably and inappropriate times...in public and when I am supposed to be serious.

My heart is broken. It's going to take some time. I don't know what else to say. This was just awful.
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: Leah-n-boy-os October 23, 2006, 05:35:07 PM
There are not words to express how heart-broken we all are for you dear.

Take your time, peace will come. We are here for you when you need us.
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: newflvr October 23, 2006, 06:08:54 PM
 :'(

I'm so very sorry!
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: Halo05 October 23, 2006, 06:19:54 PM
We are sorry for your loss.
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: BarkleysMum October 23, 2006, 11:58:23 PM
I'm so sorry for your loss.  You did the bravest, hardest, yet kindest thing a person in love with her best friend can do.  You are in my thoughts today.
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: pitas October 24, 2006, 01:19:40 AM
We are very sorry for your loss. We are sending you extra hugs from NJ.


Anita & the 3 Newfies
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: Thelma October 24, 2006, 01:35:09 AM
We are so sorry for your loss. :'(
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: Nina October 24, 2006, 01:50:31 AM
I am so sorry  :'(


Nina
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: Jessdryden October 24, 2006, 02:00:04 AM
I'm so very sorry for your loss.  :'(
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: Skippy October 24, 2006, 02:56:08 AM
I am so sorry for your loss. You gave her the best ending she could have. You were with her.
Take care

Skippy
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: lins_saving_grace October 24, 2006, 03:25:18 AM
Goodbye sweet Greta!!! 

It hurts like $*#&!!!  but you loved her and it will hurt.  She was a great friend and those are always hard to loose.  You take care of yourself too though. 
I am so sorry to hear that Greta is passed on.  She will be missed, but remembered fondly!!!!
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: Anakalia October 24, 2006, 03:26:44 AM
I'm so sorry for your loss.  :'(
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: Luvmydanes October 24, 2006, 03:35:21 AM
I am so sorry for your loss. Part of grieving is crying, so cry. You have to do that before you will feel any type of closure. You did what you thought was best for Greta, and she was with you, the person who loved her more than anything in this world, and thats what she would have wanted. We're all here when you want to talk. ((big hugs)) RIP Beautiful Greta
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: Kirsti October 24, 2006, 04:28:10 AM
Oh I'm so sorry! *HUGS* to you.  :'(


~K
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: Binky October 24, 2006, 05:36:25 AM
I am so sorry for your loss.
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: aggghgmom October 24, 2006, 06:50:13 AM
Moon,

I am so very sorry for the loss of your beautiful Greta.  Loving our animals brings us such joy, but when there time comes; no matter how wonderful of a life they have had or how much time they had with us it is so terrible painful.  After Stoli died I was in such pain I wondered if having an animal was really worth the pain...and I decided as everyone else on this board did that yes the pain is awful but how blessed we are to have our babies to love and to love us. 

Greta is in no pain now and is thanking you for the wonderful years and waiting to see you again someday in the far off future.

Again, sorry this hurts so bad..cry if you need to!
Write to all of us when you want to we are here for you

Take care

Randy & Harley
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: angelsmama October 24, 2006, 07:57:56 AM
oh no  :( :'( i am so sorry to hear about greta :( she was a beautiful girl :(
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: Nicole October 24, 2006, 08:13:28 AM
Moon,
 I knew this was coming, and yet, I was still sad when I saw the post.
 I can't say anything better than what has already been said, just know that we're all thinking of you and truly do understand where you're at right now.
Nicole
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: jabear October 24, 2006, 09:30:07 AM
Moon,
I am so sorry! I'm so glad that Greta had you to help her through the tough times as well as laugh with her during all of the good times. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
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: Lucah's Folks October 24, 2006, 09:43:44 AM
There are just no word to say how sorry we are. 
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: Saint and Mal mom October 24, 2006, 10:40:50 AM
I'm so sorry for your loss. You and Greta where in my thoughts all day yesterday. I know you are so sad. Please know that we are all here for you.
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: K9ldy00 October 24, 2006, 10:54:36 AM
I'm so sorry. :'(
Greta will always be with you in your heart and one day you will be together again.
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: longshadowfarms October 24, 2006, 11:09:53 AM
I'm so sorry! 
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: GrumpyBunny October 24, 2006, 11:32:27 AM
I am so sorry, Moon.  Even when you know it is coming, there is no way to ever really prepare for it.  We all have been there, and we all understand how much you are hurting right now.  Our love and support is with you...

Marsi
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: amylynn October 24, 2006, 12:23:59 PM
I can't even find the words to express my sadness for what you are going through. My heart breaks for you. I am just so sorry.  :'( Sending you hugs.
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: navarre1316 October 25, 2006, 07:26:35 AM
Moon, I'm so sorry that you had to let your baby go.  But how nice that she was able to leave in the comfort of her own home with you by her side.  Cry all you want and more importantly cry all you need.  It's been 5 months since my baby left me and I still cry from time to time and I know I will for awhile.  Let your heart hurt, it's bigger for the love that it had.    H
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: EllieAndBlu October 25, 2006, 07:55:56 AM
Moon - My heart aches for you. I am soooo sorry to hear about Greta! Please know you are in my thoughts!
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: MommaBear October 25, 2006, 08:50:33 AM
So sorry to hear about the passing of your dear Greta.  :'(
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: moonlitcroatia October 25, 2006, 11:00:38 AM
Greta as a pup in 1997 at Edmonds, Washington dog park.
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: moonlitcroatia October 25, 2006, 11:01:36 AM
Greta October 14th...just two weeks ago.
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: shangrila October 25, 2006, 11:31:39 AM
I am truely very sorry for your loss  :'(
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: Saint and Mal mom October 25, 2006, 01:46:49 PM
Thank you so much for sharing those beautiful pictures of you and Greta with us. My language arts class prayed for you today because I know you miss Greta. So we prayed that the Lord would comfort you right now. Sending prayers your way still.
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: dgodden5459 October 25, 2006, 02:23:44 PM
I'm so sorry Moon. Rest assured your girl is with great company and waiting for you.
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: moonlitcroatia October 25, 2006, 02:32:46 PM
After a horrible three days, Greta went to sleep forever with her head in my lap around 7 pm on Monday, October 23rd. She's my baby girl, the best friend any human being could ever ask for and I was privileged beyond average comprehension to have shared the intimate bond that was unique to us. It is my hope that every human being has that chance, to know true love without words, to be so perceptive of their loved one that they can interpret signals unreadable by anyone around, to be protected and loved unconditionall y by a soft and wonderful beast that makes people cross the street, but wants nothing more than to show affection. I have no doubt that, over the years, Greta has protected me from numerous dangers time and time again. She saved my 85-year old grandfather from a murderer in 1999. She inspired me to commit myself to photography for several years, during which time a collection featuring Greta in black and white was in a Seattle gallery for a month.

So often I read a story about a man or a woman or a child with his or her dog. Most often the dog is just tagging along, heeling obediently, padding softly, patted on the head, and fed table scraps. Not Greta. If I am to look back on the past decade of my life with honesty, it was most often Greta that walked in the limelight while I tagged along. I would not have gone on so many wilderness excursions had it not been for Greta (and Lou) and I would not have felt outgoing and I would not have wished to live sometimes, if it weren't for Greta. In this case, it was the dog who led the way. It is the dog who still lights the beacon that I am traveling toward.

In my heart, in my mind, for the rest of my life, this protective, loving, clown Greta is woven throughout my being. And in some way I believe she will make an impact on many others that I will come in contact with, even though they will never know it.
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: k2campbell October 25, 2006, 03:43:35 PM
I'm so sorry  :'(

You gave Greta the greatest gift of all.  The best life, all the love a dog could ask for, and compassion in the end.  My heart aches for you, I know just how hard it is...

Cry as much as you need to.  You will never get over the loss of your sweet Greta, but you will also never forget all she gave you in life.  Know that she is waiting for you, patiently - and you will be reunited one day.

(((((((((((((((((((((((BIG HUGS TO YOU)))))))))))))))))))))

Kelly & Kate
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: angelsmama October 25, 2006, 03:48:49 PM
I know not the pain you feel for Greta's loss, though her loss does hurt me, as when anyone loses a baby on here. I've yet to meet any of the furbabies on here, but I do grow to love them after hearing stories and seeing so many pictures. May you rest in peace Greta and we'll all see you at the rainbow bridge sweetie.  :-*
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: moonlitcroatia October 25, 2006, 04:08:05 PM
Little Pins

This whisker on my pillow,
Is it yours, my love?
Did you leave it here for me to find,
For me to hold and wonder…
When it fell from your muzzle?

Is it you I hold here now,
Within this plastic box,
Affixed to which are metal pins,
That gripped your hip for eight years?

When they brought you home today and
gave me your cremains,
They asked if it was part of you,
---those metal pins in a Ziploc bag.
What held my girl together all those years,
          But a few little pins?
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: Scootergirl October 26, 2006, 03:29:37 AM
I was so sad to read about your loss. Greta was a beautiful girl and I loved the pictures and videos you shared of her. We are all feeling your loss and are here to serve as your collective shoulder to cry on.
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: Rachel October 26, 2006, 06:26:22 AM
I am so sorry for you loss.  Remember that we are all here for you. Greta will be missed.