Every summer my old daughtest leaves to go to New Mexico to spend time with her "Father" and his family. Well today they are coming to get herĀ
Her "father" and his parents are coming to my house
, to get her. SO i am going crazy trying to make my house spotless, cause I know they are going to come and check out how she is living down here. I know these "people" and that is how they are. They always make me feel worthless cause they have all this money to spend on her and we are living from paycheck to paycheck and dont get Myranda everything she wants, like she gets up there
And Myradna doesnt understand we don have a lot of money like "they" do and I feel so worthless just being around these "people". Needless to say, I hate this time of the year. I miss her so much and she is gone all summer long. This is the first summer ever, since they started taking her, that we got to spend a few weeks with her, and this was the first summer Myranda ever spent with Ben on his birthday. It was fun having her for 2 weeks of the summer, but now its time for her to leave and she will be gone till AugustĀ
Ok enough rambling, back to trying to make my house spotless clean for these "people"