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angelsmama

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not sure if im ready for the 27th
« on: December 20, 2006, 12:52:00 pm »
Dec 27th will make it one year without Dotty  :'(. I miss my girl so much. Still feel like I have a big piece of my life and heart missing since my mom told me Dotty had died. It's going to be a hard day for me  :(.

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Re: not sure if im ready for the 27th
« Reply #1 on: December 20, 2006, 09:11:04 pm »
Dec 27th will make it one year without Dotty  :'(. I miss my girl so much. Still feel like I have a big piece of my life and heart missing since my mom told me Dotty had died. It's going to be a hard day for me  :(.

When my Jordan passed away 12-26-05 a friend sent this to me. I now pass it to you! Please know that Dotty is with you always! As I sit and weep on the 26th thinking of Jordan I will also think of you and Dotty!


THE LOSS OF A HEART-DOG
Author Unknown
I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, you found it hard to sleep.

I whined to you so softly as you brushed away a tear,
"It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here."

I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea.
You were thinking of the many times your hands reached down to me.

I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore.
I longed to take your parcels, I wished I could do more.

I was with you at my grave today, you tend it with such care.
I want to reassure you that I'm not lying there.

I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key.
I gently put my paw on you, I smiled and said, "It's me."

You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.

It's possible for me to be so near you everyday.
To say to you with certainty, "I never went away."

You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew...
In the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.

The day is over now ... I smile and watch you yawning,
And say, "Goodnight, God bless, I'll see you in the morning."

And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.

I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see.
Be patient, live your journey out ... then come Home to be with me.

Tammy
Chynna-APBT 8 1/2 yrs
Bo-Husky mix 11 1/2 yrs
Gracie-Argentine Dogo 10yrs
Dutchess-Eng. Springer RIP
Jordan-Eng. Springer RIP
Icca-Fila Brasileiro RIP
Jezzabelle-Fila Brasileiro RIP
Paco-Argentine Dogo RIP
Falcon-Argentine Dogo RIP

angelsmama

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Re: not sure if im ready for the 27th
« Reply #2 on: December 20, 2006, 11:29:09 pm »
still has been hard the past year adjusting, ive caught myself saying how dotty would love this or dotty would love that. then remember im not with my girl anymore.. my mom said the 27th she'll try her best to find something for us to do in memory of her and next spring we are going to plant flowers over her. i miss my snotty dotty but i do know shes no longer hurting, my girl is a young pup again and i'll be seeing my baby again.