OMG I am such a dork. I was in such a tizzy about taking the baby to his new mom that I paid no attention what so ever to putting on my shoes. So I get there- love Ally, she is going to be a super Pyr mommy, then we go outside to let the baby see his new back yard and guess what? I have on 2 DIFFERENT shoes. They are crocs, one is black and the other blue - I could have crawled in a hole at this point. Oh and one is the one with the holes and the other is the winter one- no holes grrrrrr
Ally was not at all scared that I was on some type of mind altering drugs and even understood how hard it was to leave the baby. We both laughed about the shoes and then loved on the baby some more. He would go to her and give her a kiss then come and give me a kiss. He absolutely loved his new backyard and was such the little clown.
I am comfortable, sad, but comfortable. Thanks to all of you guys for the kind words and support. I would give up a lot to just be able to go back to that first day when I sat with those babies in my lap and looked on at them in amazement. I knew that my adventure was going to be short lived and it was killing me that day to even imagine a day like today.
Ally and Jim are going to give my baby badger a very good life, I feel that in my heart, so I was able to hold him once last time and give him and kiss and leave.
I say hold one last time because the next time I see him- he is going to be too be to hold.
So I will stop crying and will certainly pay more attention in the morning so as to not show up at work as the ultimate dork with 2 different shoes... I cant even begin to explain the horror when I realized what I had done... dork, dork, dork.
