So I know I don't post a lot here anymore but I've just been so busy and well my life hasn't really been the greatest, I've just been kind of off the computer. Anyways most of you guys know about my situation for the past couple of years and what's going on in my life. But like I just said it hasn't been improving at all. There were times where there was hope but really it's all the same. I guess I've just been holding it in for awhile that I need to get some of it out again.
I have to get rid of Maggie, if we leave. This is literally going to tear me apart but the apartments around here won't accept her. My mom is looking at this one place where my mom's friend works at and she's going to help us get one there. My mom has an appointment and is filling out the application tomorrow. This is going to take a couple of weeks to work out, I'm assuming, but if so then I have to start looking for Maggie's new home. My aunt might take her but I'm kind of iffy on that. I have to talk to her and see what she thinks. I guess I'm just really torn up over the fact that I have to give up the one thing that really makes me feel happy and loved. She just turned 7 on March 21st and what do I give her for her birthday? A new home. How horrible of me.
I seriously hate my dad and I'll never forgive him for taking everything away from me, for making my entire teenage life sucky, for me getting rid of Maggie and my other pets as well. I've put up with so much lately but this is the one thing I don't think I can handle.