I'm sure, in some way, you must be relieved that she is finally truly at rest. The tough thing with epileplsy, is you never know when you are going to wake up with a dog in full seizure! The last seizure that Cowboy had, he couldn't calm down from the valium. Somehow he became so nervous and upset..pacing. ...disoriented . It took two hours to get him calmed down. I know it has to be so hard on him. We are just keeping everything crossed...fing ers, toes, knees...that this period of being seizure free will last. I HATE this frickin' disease~